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2010-02-17 寅虎年 大年初四

2010-02-13，在曼谷和P正式提出辞呈后就一直没有和P联系过。

知道他会因此而不开心，毕竟跟了他那么久，知道他那么深，像朋友多过像上司下属。当他从我口中确实我要离开了，他说他很意外。我也意外，因为先前已经和他提及我有离开的意向。我没想到他信任我到如此程度。。。并没有找人。。这让我觉得愧疚。

今天他让S和我仔细了解我离开的原因。。。。说了、分析了许多。总结出：it's time for me to move on..

P finally brought this and accepted my resignation, with his blessings to wish me "best of luck, it's indeed, time for me to move on".

这之前一直都不是容易的决定，在决定面前，我是个绝对感情的动物，愧欠，P给我机会那么多我没有做出继续留在他身边的决定；内疚，我没有在他仍处于水深火热的时刻继续陪走下去（当然，我清楚知道目前最可以帮他的是B和M)

最终，还是为自己，做了认为对自己最好的决定。（是自私吗？）

因为打从心里面这样认为自己，所以我不停的内疚、自责着。。。

虽然，今天傍晚，他终于接受了我的辞呈，我心中终于可以现出些许的豁然开朗，但，仍抱有忐忑和唏嘘。。。

非常GE式的祝福：Let me warn you, remember you are not there yet, people hire you simply because you are from GE, people expect you to do more simply because you are coming from GE asia pacific marketing manager position, so be prepared, you just need to do more, more hardworking and learn more in your next job. You will not have someone like me to give you all the freedom to do what you can/cannot do... :)


THANK YOU PRASAD. I will remember this...you never know how hard for me to make up my mind to say I'm leaving you.... and you will never believe that how much grateful I would like to express to you.

I don't know how would you perceive and look at my decision, no matter what, I will do what I can do no matter where I go...

Thank you for everything. Daddy..